A slight random peek into my mind...that probably doesn't make much sense, but whatevs

Reading my lines for 'night, Mother is kind of strange sometimes.  Well, it's just... Jessie's relationship with Cecil is so universal.  That sounds really dumb.  But... she's like,

"He wasn't the wrong man.  I loved him so much.  And I tried [so hard to work with him, to be with him].

But he always knew I was trying, so it didn't work."

That's so sad!  It's tragic. 

Then in theater I'm doing this scene from "On Golden Pond" with Matt Legeal.  

He is my aging (slightly senile, very funny) father, and I am his slightly estranged daughter, attempting to restore our fractured relationship. 

I'm working so hard to initiate a conversation about "us," to fix how we relate.  

And he sits there being uncomfortable, avoiding the subject, and making jokes.  

I'm the one pursuing the conversation, despite the awkward topic.  I just think it's interesting.

But I kind of like it. 

LIFT tomorrow, possibly in Ms. Quinlan's room.  It's the last meeting of the year!  I'm bringing Christmas wreaths, you know, the edible kind.  Come if you want!

Love 

y'all

God

Bless

Kenzer 

Lou