Tuesday, January 27

Exhausted

Why am I even taking the time to post this?  I should really be showering.  Or studying for the history test.  Or doing the current events, or reading the frontier america packet, or thinking about my essay, or catching up on the After Class website, or filling out my french packet, or studying for the science test, or doing my math homework, or...
It's not that I'm falling behind on my homework.  Well, I am, slightly, but that's not the main problem.  The main problem is that I swear teachers are assigning more.  Or at least, Mr. Preuss is.  And so is Madame Sachs.  And seeing as I am busier than ever, it's not working out so well.
Some mornings I just get up and ask myself why.  What do I really have to look forward to that day?  Because honestly, just staying in bed would be so much of an improvement some days!
But I know that every day God has a specific task laid out for me, and most of the time that task is not getting more sleep (though lately it's seriously becoming more and more likely).  

Having some huge academic commitment every single day of the week is so not okay with me though.  That's like, un-motivating.  I honestly think I have a test or project every day this week!  With the end of the week drawing closer and closer, I'm freaking out a bit more.  Teachers?  Could some of you please read this, and note my overwhelmed state of mind?  Doing homework when I feel like this does not teach me anything but resentment for you.  Please stop making me.  

Saturday, January 17

Stupid

People do such stupid things for what they think is love.  Or maybe they're not even that naive.  I'm sure many of them know it won't last and it's just "like."  
But they'll still do such stupid things to get their girl or their boy.  Even if it means hurting someone along the way?  Is it worth that?  
I guess it shows how much that person valued the someone they hurt.  Apparently that person values this temporary fading attraction more than they value the someone they hurt.  

Like, I know that's not true, but that's certainly the impression they cast.  And if that's not how they want to be viewed, maybe they shouldn't have done whatever they did.  

Friday, January 16

The Train, huh?

Well, Kenz, I must agree with you. I think the hormone train came and ran Katie right over. :) And the blogs are dying... sad. Well Katie, if you do end up reading this, you must say how your date went today! It's still so strange saying those words...